Monday, September 23, 2013

Angry Happines


"I'm a Jazz musician and I'm proud to say that" Tebogo Mokoena, Saxophonist for Planet Lindela

My friend Skumbuzo and I watched our first Planet Lindela performance last night. It was nothing short of amazing. Skumbuzo went on to comment that he thinks that JHB right now is like NYC in the 70's. That this picture that I sourced would be appropriate. God I miss my dear sweet Magenta. Next on the to do list is to get me a new camera.



Still a naturalising “Braamie” proceeding a weekend that has left my body in shambles, free form jazz expression allows me to fall into a state of youthful joy un the rebellion against conformity. Angry happiness is what I call it and it soothes the anxiety of my four day hangover.

Jazz music, a legacy that needs to introduction. It’s a raw energy of utter surrender to a wisdom tapped into via sonic deconstruction and an open channel for minds and spaces to collide in harmony. Some of them keep their heads still, but their feet are unable to wave off the music’s seduction. Who can successfully fight off breaking melodic landscapes in motion of freedom untamed?

Solos unite, they release inner conflict, dressing upon the crowd an apron of outer peace. These men on stage are engaged in a tough battle to realise their sleep states. R30 is a beer and a half to forgo, I’m okay with that. In return I’m allowed to enjoy a magnanimous performance that reminds me why I need to pay for good shows. As an aspiring artist, it’s easy to lose sight of the reality that in our struggle to vocation, we need to financially be willing to support each other, or we won’t survive.

A screaming saxophone awakens a conflict temporarily resolved.

The crashing cymbals echo off empty walls too long ignored, finally finding solace in reverberation.

A walking bass line guides the kid’s limited path to the serenity of river tributaries on their way to the mouth, which whispers an obvious secret. Strive for peaceful elation.

The pounding keys melodically dull a skull too old to listen to a novelty worn off. They ignite a new wisdom that realises truth unconvinced seeks refuge in the pious deity that is human expression.    

Cross elation. Angry Happiness. Last night I listened to jazz.